a masterpiece.
that one interview from yrs ago where bts were asked “if u could date anyone it would be…” and jin responded with “an honor” is the funniest thing he’s ever said
“Don’t look sick” .. “you’re too young to have those problems” ….
Chronic illness isn’t looking sick.
Chronic illness is being in pain 24/7 but putting a smile on your face anyway.
Chronic illness being exhasted after just taking a shower.
Chronic illness is having panic attacks terrified to go do anything worried you’re gonna have a pain episode.
Chronic ill is feeling like a burden to everyone around you.
Chronic illness is feeling so alone because no one understands, they can try to understand, but they won’t, and they can’t.
Chronic ill is people thinking you’re a hypochondriac or attention seeker.
Chronic illness is no one believeing you.
Chronic illness is not being able to get the right medication because the doctors think you’re just “drug seeking”
Chronic illness is feeling like failure because you can’t do things normal people can.
Chronic illness is hot shower/baths at 4am because you are having a pain episode.
Chronic illness is bawling because how bad the pain is.
Chronic illness is 9 prescription medications everyday.
Chronic illness doctor appointment after doctor appointment.
Chronic illness is basically being the doctors guinea pig; testing, being poked, feeling violated.
Chronic illness is surgery after surgery
Chronic illness is having 20+ surgeries at 19 years old.
Chronic illness is losing friends because they just don’t understand.
Chronic illness is awful.
Chronic illness should not go unnoticed.
Just because someone doesn’t look sick doesn’t mean they are healthy.
Sympathy is only for the able.
People only care that you are sick as long as you are going to get better. Once they find out it is a forever thing, their sympathy suddenly has an expiration date.
i just want someone whos gonna treat me right. i want someone who won’t take advantage of my big heart and caring soul. i want someone who won’t make me regret seeing the best in people, or giving second chances. i want someone who won’t flip between loving me and hating me. i want someone who loves me like they should.